KASIH

Kasih was four when we found out number three was on the way. We told her right away and took her in the hear the heart beat so it was real to her. She dealt with it fine but there was one day when she asked me in a very small voice "Mama ngan Papa love tasih lagi tak kalu baby kuar nanti?” My immediate response was “Papa ngan Mama sentiasa sayang kasih, sayang abang sampai bila-bila, tak kira lah ader berapa baby pun, kasih tetap buah hati mama ngan papa yang tersayang dan comel"

We had a great relationship before her sister was born, we were always very close, dan kadang-kadang tu I was worried that it would change for the worse. I can’t lie and say that everything was better after the baby was born, kasih still in need of one-on-one attention and is acting out a bit. But segala Alhamdulillah bila baby cinta lahir cuma perasaan cemburu tetap ada di hati kasih sebab kekadang rasa dipinggirkan memang wujud dan aku ambik serius akan hal ni sebab melibatkan perasaan anak aku. Abang Danish okey aje sebab dah besar, tak kisah pun.

The day baby cinta was born, kasih ngan abang came to visit, at first she didn’t want to get to close, but once got home she was excited to show her sister her room, her bed, and pretty much everything. Now her sister is favorite person, they adore each other. It is SO wonderful to watch them play together. To see kasih spontaneously kiss her sister out of the blue and tell her she loves her.